Hi,
Another 3 weeks have gone by. I have a few updates.
I had treatment #10 on Monday 12/12. I am on my downhill starting today Wed thru Saturday or so.
My doctor said that we are doing 2 more treatments, so that my last one would be January 23. However, its not my last one. She said it is my last one for a break and that I will be resuming chemo in the near future. She couldn't say exactly when at the moment. I am still convinced that she thinks new meds are coming out and wants to keep this regimen that is working. Its a bit of blow to my spirit but as long as I know what I have to do and what I have to prepare for, then I will continue to fight the fight that is before me.
My side effects from treatment are taking a toll. I have blurred vision that keeps getting worse. Many times, the fatigue is from the actual chemo and my body is relatively strong, however, my body is now starting to get tired. Muscles are weak.
I was in a "moment" this morning and got this reminder from my Bible app... "This is the confidence we have in approaching God: that if we ask anything according to his will, he hears us. And if we know that he hears us- whatever we ask- we know that we have what we asked of him." 1 John 5:14-15. Sounds complicated, but it just means to let Him know our concerns, ask big prayers, give Him our worries and He will give us rest and peace.
Thank you for your prayers, notes, thoughts for me and my family.
I love that its Christmas time. I look forward to fun new memories of the season. I wish each of you a Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year in 2017!
XOXO
Love,
Amanda
