Wait...I have five more minutes!


"Welcome to Amanda's five minutes. Thanks for spending this time with me as we go through a series of treatments and surgeries to kick the butt of Breast Cancer...why 5 minutes? I always need five more minutes to clarify a conversation, to make my point, to drive to an appointment, to grocery shop. I live in that 5 minutes close call on being almost too late but almost always on time! Now, every next five minutes is the survival of my life. This is about a transformation of priorities, a journey of God meeting me in the middle, laughing as I go, and learning how to relax and get well. I just got a knock at the door, guess what my response was...Five more minutes!"

Tuesday, June 19, 2012

Champions

I have radiation this morning at 11:45am. I am a little anxious for it although I know it will be easy by all accounts I have heard. I have my cream ready thanks to my sweet Connie. I have been busy with work like the old days. I enjoy it, but I lose priorities some times.
On Thursday night, as outgoing President for Louisville Chapter at CSI, my theme was champions and I spoke about how to be a champion, which some of you have read my thoughts on this in a previous post or heard me talk about it. My thoughts that night… I picked out 5 local champions and included quotes from them. The idea is that each of these champions demonstrate an important perspective of being a champion….Muhammad Ali=perseverance, Mario Gutierrez=Dedication, Fuzzy Zoeller=talent, Eli Manning=overcoming adversity, John Calapari=team. Each of these concepts are ones that we can take away and apply to ourselves. I added how some people in this world are champions of people and how we need to do this for each other, and I have seen this in my own journey. I noted that the members have been champions for CSI. We need to apply these concepts to our lives and be champions and not be overly consumed in work, etc. J Some people found it inspirational.
The issue here is that while this is inspirational to some and to me, we have to find ways to hold on to it. These are important concepts just as my faith in God is important to me. I think we get busy and eliminate things that are not immediately gratifying or rewarding to us personally. We have been given this life to live in its fullest when its according to God's plan. Sometimes I think we try to run our lives how we think is best, and it turns out weak and disappointing.
I pray this day that, while I am cancer free and moving to another treatment phase and progressing through this journey, I can continue my shift of priorities. Keep God first, and my family and friends, and work follow. Put away my "self" tendencies in this consuming culture, allow for margins in my life and live God's plan and ask him for it. I pray this for my friends. I pray that we live, not according to this culture's standards, but by God's standards beyond things, idols, tv commercials. I pray we can discern God's voice over all others. I pray that we can give thanks and be generous with all that we have. Amen!

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