Hi! I breezed through treatment 6 yesterday. My Aunt Shirley went with me along with Chris.
Here is a great story. I met 3 sisters at treatment. One receiving chemo treatment for pancreatic cancer. One had breast cancer 5 years ago and doing well now. The other one loved my cake. I actually met them last Monday when I took in a cake platter for the nurses and ended up walking around the waiting room, serving everyone waiting. :) Many couldn't believe that I was a patient. Yesterday's story is so wonderful to me, because, my aunt went to the bathroom where the one sister, breast cancer survivor for 5 years, was teared up in the bathroom. She stops my aunt and says, "I have something for your daughter." She handed her a bracelet with "all you need is LOVE" enscribed on it. She wore this bracelet the last 5 years and asked my aunt to give it to ME. These days, I really don't tear up often about what I am going through, but in this case, it is very touching for me.
I am blessed to have the schedule that I have. I work for amazing people who pray for me and support me incredibly. I am so appreciative of the time I have to digest all that is going on, get through the process and focus on healing.
If you ask me how I am doing, I will tell you I am doing well. Friday was a hard day. I stopped in Kroger parking lot and didn't even get out of the car. Went home to sit on couch. On another note, on Sunday night, I took my steriod and cleaned furiously for an hour! I will also tell you that life is a box of chocolates, you never know which one you are going to get. I have experienced the several types of chocolates lately. I don't like them all, but it is my box. This is my life, it is my choice on how I choose to respond. I can pick distaste, distrust, disheartening, disinterest, distance. Or I can pick love, respect, redemption, trust, a soft heart, peace, deliverance. Today I choose the latter along with dark chocolate that has cancer fighting antioxidants. My next 5 years may bring life, but it doesn't mean that it will be an easy 5 years regardless. I am thankful for a God who can take those moments for me. It is my guess the sister feels the same way.
Thank you. Love you. Amanda
Wait...I have five more minutes!
"Welcome to Amanda's five minutes. Thanks for spending this time with me as we go through a series of treatments and surgeries to kick the butt of Breast Cancer...why 5 minutes? I always need five more minutes to clarify a conversation, to make my point, to drive to an appointment, to grocery shop. I live in that 5 minutes close call on being almost too late but almost always on time! Now, every next five minutes is the survival of my life. This is about a transformation of priorities, a journey of God meeting me in the middle, laughing as I go, and learning how to relax and get well. I just got a knock at the door, guess what my response was...Five more minutes!"
Thank you for your inspiration, Amanda. I rest in your continued blessings. :)
ReplyDeleteYou were sent an angel who gave you a bracelet to remind you that you are loved by many. Unfortunately, unlike a box of chocolates, you can not take a bite and put it back if you do not like it. Its forge on, one foot in front of the other. I know many hold you dear to their hearts and want to offer you support in this long journey. Sounds like you are doing such a great job!!! Love, Connie
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